Flip, Turned, and Upside Down
It was a cold November afternoon, the kind of weather that makes you want to curl p next to the one you love and watch a nice romantic movie and spend the whole rest of the day and night in bed together.
Those are the moments that changed my whole life. I never thought my whole world could be flip, turned, upside down, in just a quick moment but it was.
So there I found myself three days later in the bathroom throwing up, could it be the flu? Maybe! Or could it be, no impossible. I was wrong very wrong. Three weeks later I was still questioning, trying not to believe reality, arguing with my body telling myself that something like this could not be happening inside of me. When I knew deep down inside that I was pregnant three weeks to be precise.
I gave in and bought a pregnancy test. That was the longest seven minutes of my life. I don't think I have ever been so scared. I brought myself together and looked at the test, it read positive. The words that were going through my head were was I so stupid, I ruined my life, how an I supposed to explain this to my parents, will they except the fact that I am pregnant, or will they hate me? God please help me.
For the next few days I was trying to figure out how to tell my boyfriend that he was going to be a father, and what was he going to say, and think about all of this. Finally I told him I said, "Michael I don't know how to tell you this but here it goes, you are going to be a daddy". He just stood there...