"Internal Hatred" - a short story about racism.

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Just another brilliant specter of life one could say but I fucking hated it. Growing up in Long Island as a Jew was an interesting concept and any average Jew would be proud of that but I wasn't. Sure, I practiced the Jewish Doctrine and actually became quite educated in underminding my instructor as I was only 13 and still a so called apprentice in the game, so to speak. My name is Danny Balint recently graduated High school and no longer wanted to continue my religious back ground. "NO" I hate the Jews and if I could kill them all I would have but I am smart enough to realize it would take more than just a train of thought to actually accomplish anything. I began dressing the part, shaved my head, tattooed a swastika across my arm and carried a gun when I felt necessary. I didn't need the gun really but at any moment I wanted to end a Jew's life I could and that made me feel great.

I joined a group associated with the American Nazi Association. It was run by an economical bank rat that only cared about keeping relations with the Jews to better his financial status, "What a hypocrite." See the Jews controlled most of the investment banks in the city; they were the money bags of the city and they basically controlled anyone greedy bigot who enjoyed the green. you know the type that fuck other women behind their wife's back. The group had no strong backing so my voice easily became respected and followed after. I began teaching groups of 30-50 a couple times week on What Jews are? why we hate them and how we should exercise our hate? Somehow a journalist by...