"On My First son" by Ben Jonson
In the poem "On my first son" Ben Jonson uses powerful diction and language to convey his emotions of anger and despair. These emotions which he feels as a Father over the loss of his son makes him question his faith in his maker.
In the first stanza Jonson conveys his sense of loss by using its diction and language. The words "farewell" of his "joy" in the first sentence show us the deep emotional pain he fell by losing the "child of [his] right hand". Jonson has described his son with innocent and, literally, happy words. The use of "loved" and "joy" illustrates a relation that is deep and profound making its importance greater. The author carries undertone of anger has he uses words such as "sinne " and "I thee pay". The anger is confronts his faith with the word "lent to me". The third line also shows the mental struggle Jonson faces with the untimely death of his son.
In the second stanza Jonson tries to control his raging emotions by justifying gods plan. He tries and believes that his son is fortunate to have "escaped worlds" and the agony and pain of flesh so early. Jonson tries weakly to envy his son's sudden departure to heaven which is shown by the sentence "And if no other miserie, yet age?". The poet tries and escapes the pain of his child's death by wishing he forgot all memories and responsibilities of being the father "O, could I loose all father now!". The sentence " Why will man lament the state he should envy?" gives us an opening in to Jonson's mind. He leaves his own experiences behind and questions the reason for grief. Jonson also questions the importance of life by believing that death is a more desirable...