i've been troubled recently,
with thoughts of not having you
i've been thinking recently,
of thoughts of not seeing you
i've been crying recently,
of thoughts of loving you
my will has changed with the waning of the moon,
as my heart he changed over the waning of my soul... for you
i forgive and i obey,
never leave me or i die
thinking, dreaming, desiring
for you to come back and love me...
...as i love you...
the world will not understand,
the potential that i cannot stop...
...thinking of you...
oh, how i wish thee was here right now,
for i don't think that i can go to long without...
so i cry for me, and i cry for you
being apart, killing me slowly
being near, willing me closer
and at the new moon, i seek you anew
and at the rising of the sun, i can't stop loving you
hell and heaven may be torn apart,
but my soul, he'll be waiting patiently...
how could i have been so blind,
the inevitable was staring me dead in the eye
why, oh, why was i blind to my heart's eye?
the thoughts keep coming through my brain,
i try to think clearly, but fail miserably to my disdain
oh, how i wish we were together now,
how i wish we were never apart...
...i love you...
my heart grieves and my health takes a plunge,
but my soul remains to dream of thee
my mind wanders and is pulled back with vicious force,
how can i have forever thee
i want thee, and i want thee...
...forever and never...
may i rest free of care,
in your arms, my soul to bare
stripped of feeling, stripped of everything
my soul will come searching
clinging to thoughts of you
i can't trust myself, and i can't trust me
my whole being longs for thee...
...forever stopping never...
i care, i care for thee
i die, i die for thee
i lie, i lie for thee
i cry, i cry for thee
i love, i love for thee
... i am yours forever unto the edge of never...
... falling bare, only to the pits of forever...