Dear Family, what's it gonna be?Current mood: Don't make me run away.
Dear Family:I'm never going to meet your expectations.
Nothing I do will ever be good enough for you.
Everything I say will be wrong.
Everything I think will be dumb.
Everything I do will be stupid.
You don't think I know what I want.
You don't believe me when I say I'm happy.
But I AM happy.
I am thankful.
I am grateful.
But you don't believe me.
It's all just words.
You are blinded by your misery.
You can't see that I have a good thing going.
I have my head on straight.
I have a good guy.
I am going to college.
Nothing will throw me off course.
I am my own person.
I am who I want to be.
But you don't care.
You just want to compare me to other failures.
I feel unbelievably misunderstood.
I've messed up in the past.
So have you guys.
You say I am only thinking with my heart;Not with my head.
Well screw you.
Who are you to judge me?3 failed marriages.
A marriage without being in love.
I hardly think you're in the position to judge.
Sure, experience, sweet, nice - that only gets you so far.
My first two sisters messed up.
I'm not them.
I am my own person!!!!Let me make my own choices.
Keep all of your negative feelings and pessimism to yourselves.
I don't need it here.
You both are pushing me further and further away.
I can't talk to you guys.
I can't even look at you.
You guys see a little girl, well guess what?I've grown up.
I grew up when you made me move all those times; tearing me from everything I loved and knew.
I grew up...