I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
I Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes it feels like im caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow. Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
These wounds will not heal
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
And I know
I will end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
Against my will I stand by myself alone with my own reflection
Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Fear is how I fall, confusing what is real.
Theres too much pressure to take
I can't stand another fight
nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
don't turn your back its true
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand
because in the end, ill be left to stand im gonna be sorry
Im sorry but I had to fall, to...