Dear mommy

Dear

Mommy,

I'm beginning to understand life less and less everyday. When I was

young, I use to believe that I had actually had the world all figured out,

but now, as I grow, I know that having the world all figured out is

impossible because I now realize that I will never understand

even the simplest things that life has to offer, like why people love who

they love, and why people fight with the ones they love the most.

People use to tell me that I was going to go places, that I was the one

that was actually going to be somebody . . . , that somebody they long for me to be,

and that somebody I have

always dreamed of becoming, not just to satisfy myself but also to satisfy

my family and those around me. Now it is as if my life has taken a 360

degree turn around the sharpest corner of life.

Roller Coaster

The Scenic Railway at Luna Park, Melbourne, is the...

I am so confused on

everything. I am now beginning to question all of my goals and

aspirations in life that I had once set for myself.

Life is getting too

complicated for me, I'm to the point where I am just living day by day,

completely careless to those around me. putting all my hate on paper

for day to day it gets greater.

Though I feel as if I have

everything in life that a girl could ask for - I have a lot of friends,

family, and a boyfriend that cares for me greatly,but still

I feel more alone than I ever have before. I just have this emptiness inside

of me, and I don't know how to fill it.

When i was with Davonna

I said that I was in love, but who really knows what...