My love for you grows stronger each day
passing a point where it's no longer play
my heart is promised to another before God
now these feelings I feel make me feel so odd
Can I be unfaithful if we can never touch
or is it wrong because I feel it so very much
still so very much in love with my wife
and yet you are center stage in my life
This painful love has me holding back tears
it adds to my doubts, multiplies my fears
love feels good, it lifts my heart song high
stained by a name, frustrated I must sigh
How can I make this love for you feel right
how can I not dream of you each night
Lord help me sort this out, I sadly pray
if only for a moment I could find the way
You want me, you need me, you told me so
and my desire burns so brightly you know
as a child I learned that love is God's gift
that love should be steadfast and never shift
Am I wrong to feel so damned confused and sad
so feeling the good feeling of love makes me bad
please help me sort out the misery of my heart
perhaps I'm wrong, or maybe this is just the start