Poem: Only You

I don't know how to say,

I don't know how to begin.

Why can't I make any sense out of it,

Why can't it stop hurting me?

Why is it always so painfull for me,

Why is it always so hard to say?

I can't think of anyone else,

I can't dream of anything but you.

Does it always have to be this way,

Can't it be easy for me to say?

Why am I always torn between existense... and you,

Why am I always out in the dark about you?

I don't know what to say,

It makes me so wierd to even think of it...

But I know no other way,

But maybe it's the only way to go?

Why 'o' why am I always in such pain,

Why can't I think of any way but to gain, through pain?

I don't think it's to hard to pray,

but when I can only think of you it's hard to say.

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Can't I ever be in the light,

Can't I ever be right?

I can't think of any other way,

Am I always the only one baffled in a way?

Why am I always shamed,

It's not fun for being in pain.

I'm out of my head and I'm not into personal gain,

But I've only one thing left to say...

...Can there be anyone else for me... but you... ?